22 April 2023
The horrors of Sleep
03 June 2022
A sleep deeper than death
Ich brauche zu meinem Schreiben Abgeschiedenheit, nicht „wie ein Einsiedler“, das wäre nicht genug, sondern wie ein Toter. Schreiben in diesem Sinne ist ein tieferer Schlaf, also Tod, und so wie man einen Toten nicht aus seinem Grabe ziehen wird und kann, so auch mich nicht vom Schreibtisch in der Nacht.
Franz Kafka, Brief an Felice Bauer, 26.vi.1926
I need isolation for my writing, not ‘like a hermit’, that would not be enough, but like a dead man. Writing in this sense is a sleep deeper than death, and just as one would not and could not drag a dead man out of his grave, so too I will not and cannot be dragged from my writing desk in the night.
30 May 2022
Somnial or Morphean Space
23 May 2022
Dark reflections from below all life
26 April 2022
Toad-imp whispers
Since I first read Swedenborg’s De Coelo et de Inferno ex Auditis et Visis, every horrid Dream, that I have, my thoughts involuntarily turn to the passage […] (indeed to the whole Book I am indebted for imagining myself always in Hell, i.e. imagining all the wild Chambers, Ruins, Prisons, Bridewells, to be in Hell)—Sunt Spiritus, qui nondum in conjunctione cum Inferno sunt: illi amant indigesta et maligna, qualia sunt sordescentium Ciborum in Ventriculo*—Swedenborg had often talked with them, and driven them away, & immediately the poor Sleeper’s frightful Dreams were removed, they being the spiritual Linguifacture of these Toad-Imps’ whispers.
10 April 2022
Privy matters (3)
01 April 2022
An somnus mortis frater sit
26 March 2022
The deities of dream
Gérard de Nerval, feuillet détaché
To offend the modesty of the deities of dream. (...) To have to do with pure and healthy ideas in order to have logical dreams. Beware the impurity that frightens away the good spirits and brings down the fatal deities. When your dreams are logical they are an open portal of ivory or horn to the exterior world.
21 February 2022
Hypnolatry / psychology
26 January 2022
Tenebrae exteriores
15 January 2022
Suis-je celui qui rêve?
12 January 2022
The way inwards (2)
Dörren är stängda läppar, lövet är tungt att bära.
Sakta växer hår och naglar in i tystnaden.
Dörrens läppar är stängda för omvända värden.
Ingen blixt är hemma under drömmens ögonlock,
Men nattens åska går i det fördolda.
Gunnar Ekelöf, Dedikation, 1934
At Night
An eye rolls over the floor, I turn inwards.
The doors are closed lips, the leaf is heavy to bear.
Into the silence slowly grow hair and fingernails.
The doors' lips are closed to obverse values.
No flash of lightning finds a home under the dream's eyelids,
But night's thunder rolls in the hiddenness.
01 January 2022
Tranced obedience to a dream
Who bade the scallop devise her shell?
Who tutored the daisy at cool of eve
To tent her pollen in floreted cell?
What dominie taught the dove to grieve;
The mole to delve; the worm to weave?
Does not the rather their life-craft seem
A tranced obedience to a dream?
Thus tranced, too, body and mind, will sit
A winter's dawn to dark, alone,
Heedless of how the cold moments flit,
The worker in words, or wood, or stone:
So far his waking desires have flown
Into a realm where his sole delight
Is to bring the dreamed-of to mortal sight.
Walter de la Mare, from Dreams
28 December 2021
The strange mine workings of the soul
. . . der Seelen wunderliches Bergwerk . . . Felsen waren da und wesenlose Wälder. Brücken über Leeres . . .
. . . the strange mine workings of souls . . . Cliffs were there and spectral forests. Bridges over vacancies . . .
'"Orpheus. Euridice. Hermes" (...) has the quality of an uneasy dream, in which you gain something extremely valuable, only to lose it the very next moment. Within the limitation of one's sleeping time, and perhaps precisely because of that, such dreams are excruciatingly convincing in their details; a poem is also limited by definition. Both imply compression, except that a poem, being a conscious act, is not a paraphrase or a metaphor for reality but a reality itself. (...) a poem generates rather than reflects. So if a poem addresses a mythological subject, this amounts to a reality scrutinising its own history.'
Joseph Brodsky, 'Ninety Years Later' (Torö, Sweden, 1994), On Grief and Reason: Essays (1995)
02 November 2021
The elementary life
La nuit et le silence sont les deux gardiens du sommeil ; pour dormir il faut ne plus parler et ne plus voir. Il faut se livrer à la vie élémentaire, à l'imagination de l'élément qui nous est particulier. Cette vie élémentaire échappe à ce troc d'impressions pittoresques qu'est le langage. Sans doute, le silence et la nuit sont deux absolus qui ne nous sont pas donnés dans leur plénitude, même par le sommeil le plus profond. Du moins, nous devons sentir que la vie onirique est d'autant plus pure qu'elle nous libère davantage de l'oppression des formes, et qu'elle nous rend à la substance et à la vie de notre élément propre.
Gaston Bachelard, L'Air et les Songes. Essair sur l'imagination du mouvement, Librairie José Corti, 1943
Night and silence are the two guardians of sleep; speech and sight must cease in order for there to be sleep. There must be a surrender to the elementary life, to the imagining of the element peculiar to us. This elementary life breaks free of the trade in pictorial impressions that is language. Without doubt, silence and night are two absolutes that are not given to us in their fullness, not even by the deepest sleep. Leastwise, we must feel that the oneiric life is the purer the more it releases us from the oppression of forms, and that it returns us to the substance and to the life of our own element.
14 October 2021
A sev'rall world
ὁ Ἡράκλειτός φησι τοῖς ἐγρηγορόσιν ἕνα καὶ κοινὸν κόσμον εἶναι, τῶν δὲ κοιμωμένων ἕκαστον εἰς ἴδιον ἀποστρέφεσθαι
Heraclitus says that to the waking there is one world in common, but sleepers dwell each one in a several world.
Plutarch, De superstitione, 166c
Here we are all by day; by night w'are hurled
By dreams, each one into a sev'rall world.
Robert Herrick (1591-1674)
12 October 2021
Le rêve éveillé
[C]hez l'homme normal le rêve éveillé (ce grand méconnu) existe à l'état presque constant. Même pendant la conversation avec notre semblable, ou devant un beau spectacle, ou pendant que nous agissons, ou pendant que nous méditons ou, réfléchissons sur une question donné, sur un problème, même pendant le souvenir, le regret, le remords, il y a dans notre esprit une part important de rêves. Ces rêves et flocons de rêves — car il en est d'écharpillés et de baroques, comme parmi les rêves du sommeil — ont trait à des événements passés, à des visages disparus, à des paroles prononcées devant nous et qui ont eu, en nous, une résonance. (...) L'homme rêve constamment et baroquement, même à l'état de veille ; mais la présence et l'intégrité du jugement, joints aux spectacles du monde extérieur, lui masquent cette perpétuelle songerie. (...) Le rêve doit être ainsi considéré, selon nous, comme un passage continuel, à l'horizon mental, de lambeaux de souvenirs, d'images de toute sorte, elles-mêmes fragments de personnes héréditaires, d'éléments disparates et innombrables du moi ; et aussi de prémonitions, d'avertissements et d'intersignes d'une réalité indiscutable, dont le mécanisme nous est totalement inconnu.
Léon Daudet, Le rêve éveillé. Étude sur la profondeur de l'esprit, Bernard Grasset, Paris, 1926
For the normal person, the waking dream (which is so greatly misunderstood) exists almost permanently. Even when we are conversing with someone, or admiring a beautiful view, or doing something, or pondering or reflecting on a given issue, on a problem, even during remembrance, regret, remorse, there exists in our spirit a significant share of dream. These dreams and wisps of dreams — for they are tangled and baroque, the same as dreams during sleep — relate to past events, vanished faces, words spoken to us that have left their resonance in us. (...) A person dreams in a manner constant and baroque, even when awake; but the presence and wholeness of the judgement, combined with the sights of the outside world, mask this perpetual dreaming from him. (...) In our opinion, the dream should therefore be regarded as the continuous passage along the mind's horizon of shreds of memories, images of every kind, themselves scraps of hereditary persons, of the disparate and countless elements of the "I", and likewise of premonitions, warnings and forebodings of an indisputable reality, whose mechanism is wholly unknown to us.
07 February 2021
Phaenomena somni
Il semble que l'esprit, offusqué des ténèbres de la vie extérieure, ne s’en affranchit jamais avec plus de facilité que sous le doux empire de cette mort intermittente, où il lui est permis de reposer dans sa propre essence, et à l'abri de toutes les influences de la personnalité de convention que la société nous a faite. La première perception qui se fait jour à travers le vague inexplicable du rêve est limpide comme le premier rayon du soleil qui dissipe un nuage, et l'intelligence, un moment suspendue entre les deux états qui partagent notre vie, s'illumine rapidement comme l'éclair qui court, éblouissant, des tempêtes du ciel aux tempêtes de la terre. C'est là que jaillit la conception immortelle de l'artiste et du poète. C'est là qu'Hésiode s'éveille, les lèvres parfumées du miel des muses; Homère, les yeux dessillés par les nymphes du Mélès ; et Milton, le cœur ravi par le dernier regard d'une beauté qu'il n'a jamais retrouvée. Hélas! où retrouverait-on les amours et les beautés du sommeil ! Otez au génie les visions du monde merveilleux, et vous lui ôterez ses ailes. La carte de l'univers imaginable n'est tracée que dans les songes. L'univers sensible est infiniment petit.
Charles Nodier, De Quelques Phénomènes du Sommeil (1831)
It seems that the spirit, resentful of the darkness of the outward life, never frees itself therefrom with greater ease than under the gentle sway of this intermittent death, in which it is permitted to repose in its own essence, sheltered from all the influences of the conventional personality that society has made for us. The first perception that becomes visible through the unexplainable wave of dream is as limpid as the first ray of sunlight that scatters a cloud, and the mind, momentarily suspended between the two states that divide our life, is illumined as swiftly as the lightning that dazzingly courses from the tempests of heaven to the tempests of earth. It is then that the immortal conceit of the artist and the poet bursts forth. It is then that Hesiod awakes, his lips honeyed by the Muses; Homer, his eyes opened by the nymphs of Meles; and Milton, his heart enraptured by the last glimpse of a beauty never regained. Alas! where might we regain the loves and the beauties of sleep! Deprive genius of the visions of the world of marvel and you will deprive it of its wings. The map of the imaginable world is traced only in dreams. The perceptible world is infinitely small.
13 April 2019
Somnia testificantur de futura vita
Dreams are separate from life in that the phenomena of life possess an order and hence it follows that they are universal: for the phenomena of my life would not possess sufficient order unless they were in concord with the phenomena of others’ lives. Since in this life there nonetheless exists something lacking in order, not only physically, but also morally, it stands to reason that there is yet another life, compared with which this life has the appearance of a dream, and that awakening from death we at last arrive at phenomena wherein a remedy to this confusion is also brought about, where rewards and punishments will rectify those things that appear distorted in this life.